Writing a doctoral dissertation and running a marathon: personal reflections on similar experiences PART III

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20 – 30 km: legs feel heavy and tired

The time between mid-June and the end of August has been certainly the hardest. Maybe because of the summer, or because the World Cup kept me awake almost every night till late, or because in the desert landscape eat the University with just two or three people in the PC lab working on their dissertations, or maybe because this was also the part were I wondered whether my data would make sense.
I started by organising the data. I numbered interviews and personal observations, divided them into four categories, and entered them in an Excel spreadsheet: Cambodian background, education background, civil society, and community participation. This helped me to have clear categories and reference numbers to refer to in the text. I then went through the interviews and observation in each category to gather also some numbers out of the qualitative data. I listed, for example, all people who said that the main contribution in schools is labour, or that the school-community committees exist on paper but do not work in reality, etc. With regard to the checklist (questionnaires) I used to interview School Association members, I soon realised that Excel was useless for the analysis. I began to work with SPSS, a programme I never used before. In doing so, I found it extremely useful to communicate with a friend working in the GTZ project in Kampong Thom who is also working on a PhD in rural development and who is very knowledgeable with SPSS. He helped me to improve the data entry structure and suggested in some cases the most appropriate analysis. Having said that, I must admit that during these months I had to struggle to keep going as the work with data entry, analysis, and table/charts layout progressed very slowly. Though I derived the most useful information for the dissertation, I did not enjoy it as mush as other parts of the thesis probably because the analysis of data helped to prove a point rather than to discover new things.

Writing a doctoral dissertation and running a marathon: personal reflections on similar experiences PART II

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0 – 20 km: start slowly, find your pace.


The first step of the writing process has been the preparation of the dissertation outline with number of chapters, an estimated number of pages, and the main references to be used in the different sections. I found this initial step easy since the articles and project reports I had already written helped to think the dissertation structure. I have to admit that I started with too much optimism and though that the dissertation would be over in six months.
I decided to begin with the theoretical part, Chapter Two, since this was the section where I had less references and material. I started by reviewing literature on three main topics: development and the role of the state, rationale of decentralisation reforms and the decentralisation of education with specific focus on school governance / school based management, and social capital theory. Following my supervisors, Prof. Tuomas Takala, suggestion to include experiences from other parts of the developing world, I also review some literature on community participation in schools from Africa and Latin America, and other Asian countries.
While I definitely enjoyed reading new material, I had also to struggle not to get pulled too far from the research topic or drawn under the amount of information at my disposal here at the University. In other words, I had to put my initial optimism under control and find the right pace between writing, literature review, and time constraints. Nevertheless, this has been the part I enjoyed the most because of the many new things I learned which made me realise how much more there is to explore on this topic.
Chapter Three, on the history of Cambodia and its human development, gave me the chance to take my mind off the theory and travel back to Cambodia. For this section I used information included in my previous publications, particularly on the history of the country. I used two or three weeks to collect the most updated human development data from internet databases and drawing the charts and figures that would help to reduce the amount of text of the chapter. In the end I had to rush to meet the deadline for submission and to limit the historical information as well as data on the decentralisation reform and human development of Cambodia. I also struggled with the structure of the chapter. The final version that you can see at the end of this paper is quite different from the early drafts. For example, initially I wanted to link the history with the section on community, but in the end I decided to separate them and move the description of community to the end of the chapter by including more specific descriptions of kinship, patronage and Buddhism. I felt, in fact, that I had not explained sufficiently basic things such as how pagodas look like, who is working in them, the role of elderly people, what kind of links exist between people in the villages, etc.

Writing a doctoral dissertation and running a marathon: personal reflections on similar experiences PART I

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During ten months, from February to November 2006, I have been writing my doctoral dissertation at the University of Tampere. Simon Down, a lecturer from the University of Newcastle who gave a presentation in a two day seminar at the University of Vaasa in April 2006, described the PhD as the most intense period of the academic life of an individual. During those months I have been thinking about a metaphor that could describe this intensity and the various moments of alternate mood that inevitably accompany writing of a doctoral dissertation. One metaphor that in my opinion provides the best illustration of the process and its difficulties is a marathon. Both are lonesome activities. Both alternate moments of great excitement with low points where one has to find new strength. Both need training and preparation. In both cases starting does not secure the crossing of the finish line. .
My aim here to present, using the marathon as a metaphor, some thoughts about the writing process. The table below presents the three main stages as well as the sequence of the chapters. It also refers to different moments of the race to describe the mood and feelings that accompanied the process at those particular times and which are described in more details in the next sections.

Marathon almost over!

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The marathon is almost over. The PhD dissertation is now back in Tampere to be edited for the book and web pubblications. It gives an odd feeling to be so close to the end and to see, at the same time, that the day of the public defense is real and approaching quickly. In the next days I will post some of my reflections on the process of writing a PhD dissertation that I hope you will find interesting.

Arnaldo

What modernity?

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I have attended an interesting seminar about the Chinese experience in the transition to market economy with socialist characteristics. The aim of the seminar was to help Vietnamese scholars and researchers, who usually claim to be 10 years behind China in terms of social and economic development, to reflect on the challenges that the transition poses to Vietnam today.
One of the conclusions of the seminar is that Vietnam is committed to modernization and market economy and, at the same time, to preserve a Vietnamese social and political values and norms. The interesting question that follows from this conclusion is whether modernization and these Vietnamese values can go hand in hand or exclude each other.
There is clearly a tension between the idea of modernity linked to market economy and the values that drove the fight for independence in Vietnam. Looking at the streets of Hanoi the tension is clearly visible. Motorbikes have taken the place of bicycles; foreign cars have replaced the old Ladas; roads are busy; all kind of shops have opened; people walk with their Ipods; there is an energy which drives, among other things, also consumerism. A consumerism that on the one hand is the consequence/cause of rapid economic growth on the other increases the gap between well being in urban and rural areas and the general income gap between middle urban class and the farmers in rural areas.
This gap underlines the difficulty to secure the equity and equality that underlines the political ideology of the government with a fast growing economy. The seminar on China made it clear that the Tiananmen Square protests of 1989 were a series of demonstrations led by students and intellectuals. The sons and daughters of the middle class which had grown out of the economic transition but lacked the connection to the political establishment and had therefore fewer opportunities to secure a good job and a larger share of the growing prosperity.
It is not yet clear to me what the Vietnamese character of modernization actually is and I am still learning about it. I hope that the lesson from China will help Vietnam to move along a different path and avoid a Tiananmen.

Morning rituals

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Every morning I put Olga on the back seat of my bicycle and bring her to the kindergarten which is just behind our block. I struggle with the traffic and get onto the gate of the school. Get Olga down form her seat, unfasten her helmet, unfasten mine. Get her on my lap and start to walk her to her class at the end of the corridor. Passing in front of the other classrooms we both watch the children inside. Mostly Vietnamese, some foreigner. Vietnamese teachers talking in English in this private school. At each door there is a poster or a drawing of an animal and every morning we make the rehearsal of the dog: bau! bau!, the cow: muu! muu!, the cat: miao! miao! and son on. We reach the classroom and her teacher, Miss Huong, comes to greet her: how are you Olga? How arte you today? You are good girls? Now after three months we are here on Hanoi, this morning ritual goes smoothly and Olga awards also a smile to miss Huong. It took time. Now she is picking up English, continues to improve her Finnish and keeps up with Italian. She got used to the new system of teaching and the new language quickly, but certainly it was not easy for her. I thin part of the reason why things are better is because of our morning ritual and those drawings that tell us good morning every day. Let’s see how it is tomorrow morning.

Ho Chi Minh mausoleum at 360 degrees

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So here is the video of today’s visit of Ho Chi Minh mausoleum.

Visits to Ho Chi Minh mausoleum

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Today we went for a walk in front of the Ho Chi Minh mausoleum. A huge gray stone building that the Soviet Union offered to to Vietnam. We did not enter to see “uncle Ho” as they remember him here in Vietnam, but we walk on the huge cement-paved-parade-road-square that is in front of the mausoleum. The place is quite austere. Not a piece of paper on the ground. The green area on the side of the cement-paved road untouched, meaning that nobody steps on the green grass. However, despite this austere atmosphere many people gather in this place in the late afternoon (and I suspect in the early morning as well) to exercise: walk, run, walk backwards, stretch legs and harms, and so on. Particularly elderly people walking up and done the half kilometer road passing several times in front of the monument where Hi Chi Minh rests. No disrespect, not at all. Just the exercise needed to keep the body healthy that Ho Chi Minh advocated when he was president of the country.

Time and change

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Arnaldo in Hanoi. Today I attended a workshop where I heard something that made me think. It is now two months that I started my work here in Hanoi and I am still in the process of understanding the structure, currents, streams of my working environment. A work environment which, as the whole society, is under the influence of two main forces: State and Party. All this is new to me. To be in the mid of it, rather than an external observer. An observer from abroad. During today’s meeting one comment came from a Vietnamese participant concerning the exposition at Ha Noi ethnology museum on the life in Ha Noi during the transition period, after the American-Vietnamese war. He told about his feelings visiting that exposition, and the memories of that time. He said how unreal it seemed to him the hardship of that time, the challenges of the everyday life compared to today.
Vietnam has come a long way since then. And though there are still problems, transition and development are proceeding steadily. New challenges will come through development itself. Criticism from abroad tend to focus on the fact that this is still a one Party country, that freedom of speech is limited, and that the human right record can be improved. However, during the workshop I started to think about how development has taken place and poverty has been reduced and the careful moves by the government in order to avoid serious social conflicts along the process of transformation. The result is that looking back at 20-25 years ago the hardships of the past seems more distant then it actually is. This may show that the careful steps taken by the government have avoided the social costs that have emerged from the establishment of a casino economy in other socialist countries. My learning process continues…

Hanoi crossing

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